the
hand of god
outside
a bar
What
do you mean?
I
mean... I felt the hand of god
...where
are you from?
North
Idaho
woah
I don't know anything about there
yeah,
you're fucking right you don't
woah
dude I was just admitting and being humble, settle down man
okay
Idaho
no
I'm saying...
well
what are you doing here
well...
this girl, she, well, she broke my heart... and I needed to take a
vacation
okay
what
do you do
um,
I'm like a writer, poet, actor, singer, comedian
okay
i'm an actor too. What do you do well
What
do I do well? Um... words
Words?
Yeah,
words, that's what I do. And from a performance perspective, it gives
me an outlook and like a different approach than a lot of people
okay
so let me ask you something
sure
do
you believe in god?
Hmm,
well that's an interesting question, but um, no I don't think so.
You're religious?
No,
honey, it's not about religion. I would never preach religion or
anything but... listen, after you just freestyles with me, it was
amazing.. I said you have a beautiful brain... and I meant it. You
have a fucking brain on you.
Well,
thanks, man
I'm
serious. And because I see that, well I want you to know to praise
god. And all these people, all these people around, love them all,
just love them because it's god's will. It is god's will.
Dude,
here's what I'm saying. I was with you and I was trying and am always
trying to love and get rid of my hate, and dude I was raised with
religion, i've thought about it okay, but tell me, tell me... why do
we have to attribute it to any personified thing's “will”? What
about MY will?
Because
it's not belief anymore. It's real. I've felt god and i'm telling
you that you'll lose faith sometimes, you'll run around screaming,
you'll say WHYYY? I DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU ANYMORE. Because my life....
has been PAIN. But I'm telling you... that you-
Dude.
What i'm saying if if I don't think it's there, I can't LOSE or COME
BACK
just
trust me...
Listen,
I'm happy for you... I really am, that's great, but it's still not
real to me. I have to keep searching myself, and exploring myself,
man... that isn't rooted in your answer and something that I will
return to, because like, I'm
friends
leave the bar
Oh,
there you are!
Hey
hey hey
oh
yeah man, these are my friends, my brother
hey,
hey, I have a question... do you believe in god?
Oh
fuck no
...dude,
where'd you get this cliché kid
what
do you mean?
I
mean... I felt the hand of god