we're out here

Too hot, too cold

Not young, not old

The days weeks months

Have blended together

My brain my only friend

The start swallowed the end

I realized that infinity

Is different than forever

New year, new nothing 

We could whisper or sing

The only thing left

Is the way that we feel

Not morning, not night

No reliance on light

We wander on our own

To figure out what’s real