Most
of the Time We Just Aren't Quick Enough 
Worthless
please
selfish
no
disgusting
I,
I...
right?
No
RIGHT
NO
trampled
no
crushed
not
yes
not
exactly
Close.
Enough. 
You're
not-
You're
not. NOT. NOT. 
I'm
CRUSHED
That's-
OVER
Wouldn't
have had to-
BUT
IT DID 
well
IT
DID 
well
ACCEPT
IT 
but,
you see-
STOP.
STOP. STOP. 
You
aren't, you aren't giving me
WHAT
SHOULD YOU BE GIVEN 
Stop
yelling
SCUM
come
on
SCUM.
WORTHLESS. FUCKING DONE. 
It
doesn't have to be like this, it doesn't
WHAT
IS IT YOU THINK YOU FUCKING DESERVE 
i'm
not saying deserve, i'm saying, i'm saying, I'm saying... you don't
know everything 
Oh.
Okay. En-fucking-lighten me 
It's
just, it's just not what you think 
I
said i'm ready for answers. 
Well
it started with them, it began with them, it was never me, it was
never meant to be me
and
yet it was
and
yet it was 
go
on 
it
was just a classic wrong-place-wrong-time 
more
what?
These
aren't explanation. You expect me to sit here and listen to your
fucking bullshit cliches when we both know, we both fully comprehend
the situation
that's
what i'm sayyyying, you don't fully comprehend, you don't understand,
it wasn't my fault, IT WASN'T MY FAULT... i'm not the villain here,
i'm not, i'm not bad, I shouldn't even be in this position, I didn't
know what to do, I told her to be careful, I held on as long as I
could, I said to her, I made it very clear to her, I, I, I don't know
what I could have done. But it's like, I can't be held responsible
for the actions of another adult or the freak workings of the
universe, okay? So I don't think you fully comprehend the situation,
you don't, and you're working pretty hard for the blame and the
responsibility to be held, to be captured by me so you can belittle
me, but explain, explain WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE 
you,
you, you
WHAT
WHAT CUZ YOU WEREN'T THERE OKAY AND I'M FUCKING SORRY BUT WHAT ELSE
CAN I SAY 
...you
could just say sorry 
you
know i'm sorry 
just
say it
sorry
okay