Most of the Time We Just Aren't Quick Enough
You're not. NOT. NOT.
Wouldn't have had to-
BUT IT DID
but, you see-
STOP. STOP. STOP.
You aren't, you aren't giving me
WHAT SHOULD YOU BE GIVEN
SCUM. WORTHLESS. FUCKING DONE.
It doesn't have to be like this, it doesn't
WHAT IS IT YOU THINK YOU FUCKING DESERVE
i'm not saying deserve, i'm saying, i'm saying, I'm saying... you don't know everything
Oh. Okay. En-fucking-lighten me
It's just, it's just not what you think
I said i'm ready for answers.
Well it started with them, it began with them, it was never me, it was never meant to be me
and yet it was
and yet it was
it was just a classic wrong-place-wrong-time
These aren't explanation. You expect me to sit here and listen to your fucking bullshit cliches when we both know, we both fully comprehend the situation
that's what i'm sayyyying, you don't fully comprehend, you don't understand, it wasn't my fault, IT WASN'T MY FAULT... i'm not the villain here, i'm not, i'm not bad, I shouldn't even be in this position, I didn't know what to do, I told her to be careful, I held on as long as I could, I said to her, I made it very clear to her, I, I, I don't know what I could have done. But it's like, I can't be held responsible for the actions of another adult or the freak workings of the universe, okay? So I don't think you fully comprehend the situation, you don't, and you're working pretty hard for the blame and the responsibility to be held, to be captured by me so you can belittle me, but explain, explain WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE
you, you, you
WHAT WHAT CUZ YOU WEREN'T THERE OKAY AND I'M FUCKING SORRY BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY
...you could just say sorry
you know i'm sorry
just say it